I love to read. So much that when I finish a good book I feel sad that I won’t be spending time with the characters any more. But I usually have a very hard time getting to that point because … I have a terrible time choosing what books to read. Such a terrible time that I’ll go days, even weeks, without reading because I can’t decide which one to dive into.
I know, I know, I can always start one and abandon it if I don’t like it, but that feels like such a waste of time. I often find it difficult to make decisions about all kinds of things, but I eventually always get there – often because I have to. But choosing a book – that’s all up to me. No one is hurt if I put it off.
The more I think about this, the more I’ve narrowed it down. I’m actually pretty good at choosing some types of books – mostly of the self-help, non-fiction, and historical varieties. And I LOVE these kinds of books. But sometimes I want to get away from reading things that make me want to change the world and relax with a book that takes me into the world. That’s where I hit the wall. Fiction. I read book reviews, listen to what other people I know are reading, but I always find myself thinking that they can’t really recommend something if the don’t really know me.
I’ve read more books in the last year than I have in quite a while (well, books of my choosing – I read incessantly for the 4 previous years while I was in graduate school.) I’ve found authors I love and read every one of their books. I’ve found series that I love and run through every book in the saga. But now, here I sit with several options staring me in the face – options I’m intrigued by, but unable to dive in.
I was wandering through the children’s section of the bookstore yesterday with my girls and saw several books I loved when I was in elementary school. Books like Johnny Tremain, My Side of the Mountain, and Sounder. I was struck with the urge to re-read them – in the hopes of loving them just as much. I did something like this several years ago when I decided to read the books I was supposed to read in my high school literature class. Turns out many of them were much better than their corresponding Cliff Note version – go figure.
So I’m seriously considering diving into Johnny Tremain tonight. I really like the idea of traveling back to that silver smith shop in colonial America by way of Mrs. Geedy and my 5th grade class.
How about you? How do you choose what to read?
~mwe
p.s. I’m well aware this whole issue is answered in a previous post I wrote – somehow, I just can’t bring myself to apply it to books 🙂
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