Once there was a girl who wanted to hike up a mountain.
The girl read about the mountain. The girl looked at pictures of the mountain. She imagined herself standing at the top.
She spent months exercising so she would be strong enough.
The girl drove for two days, almost 900 miles to get to the mountain. She saw beautiful sights along the way.
When she got there, she decided to take some shorter practice hikes first. So she hiked to a pond and on the next day to a lake.
She took her shoes off to cool her feet in the cold mountain water.
The day came to hike up the mountain. She ate a big breakfast. She made sure all her supplies were in her pack.
The girl stood at the bottom of the mountain and couldn’t even see the top.
She saw people driving to the top. She saw people taking the cog train to the top.
She was ready to hike. And so she did.
It was hard work. First through the woods. Over rocks. Over streams. Higher and higher.
She was getting tired, but she told herself, “Don’t stop now, you’re almost there.”
More rocks. And more rocks. Almost there.
Finally – the top of the mountain. This was it! This was it?
It wasn’t what she expected. There were so many people she had to stand in line to get her picture taken next to the summit post.
She smiled for her picture. She had done what she set out to do.
But she didn’t feel the way she expected. This was it? She had a sense of accomplishment, but it didn’t feel as wonderful as she imagined. There had to be more.
Buildings and cars and a parking lot. These had not been in the pictures she had seen.
As she started back down over the rocks her legs were very tired. Very tired. How far to the bottom of the mountain? So, so far.
Every step over the rocks took total concentration.
She no longer thought about the top. Only each step before her.
Not about her tired, sore legs. Only each step before her.
Not about how many steps there were. Only each step before her.
She no longer thought about the bottom. Only each step before her.
At times she wanted to quit. There was so far still to go. She concentrated on each step. There was no quitting. The girl had to keep going.
Finally the rocks ended and the woods began again.
It was still a long way to the bottom, but she no longer thought about it. She talked to the people around her as she took her steps along the trail.
She didn’t have to think about where she was going. Just stay on the trail.
Walk. Talk. Walk. Talk.
A grey jay was perched in a tree along the trail. A friend of the girl’s put some trail mix in his hand and the jay flew down to take it.
The girl held trail mix in her hand and the jay flew down and sat on her hand to eat the nuts. A wild bird eating out of her hand. This was the more.
The bird finally had enough and flew off.
Following the trail again. Walk. Talk. Walk. Walk.
Wild blueberries grew along the trail. She picked some and ate them. Eating wild blueberries she found while hiking. This was the more.
She followed the trail again. How much further? Who cared.? Who was thinking about that?
Who was thinking at all? Just follow the trail. Trust your legs. Trust your feet. She knew what she was doing. She’ll get there when she gets there.
A clearing between the trees allowed a view of the mountain range. The mountains went on and on – peak after peak. Some shrouded in the clouds, others basking in the sunlight. This was the more.
The trail emerged out of the woods. There was the train station where she started. The sun was setting behind it.
On the grass in front of the station sat a fox. She had never seen a fox before. This was the more.
She walked to the car. As she put her gear away she looked back at the mountain she had just hiked. She saw sundogs in the clouds.
This was the more.
~mwe
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